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Setelah hampir dua tahun terlupakan.
Mari menulis lagi :)

...sunyi...

hanya ada sunyi...dan desau angin yang berbisik... di keremangan senja yang hampir berlalu...

...kenangan...

kenangan itu..

datang dari jauhnya jauh

menembus waktu..

berlabuh tepat di ruang sunyi hatiku..

kadang berdiam lama

tak jarang juga hanya diam sebentar

lalu hilang

tanpa bekas..

meninggakan lengang

dan rindu.....

..in a beatiful silence...

when everything goes wrong..
a thousand pain playing in your heart..
let the silence come and touch your heart
let all the feeling go....
release all..until nothing left inside your heart
then slowly you might be feel lonely
then you cry...cry...cry...
cry alone in the fu**ing lonely midnight..
several minutes forward...
remember your God..
the only one who will never leave you alone
the only one who will never let you cry..
the only one always love you..
the only one who always keep you safe..
...
then the peace will come to touch your heart
in a beautiful silence....

..if you know...

if you know..please tell me where i can buy a cup of 'chemistry'
i ll throw it to the man i like, so he can feel somethin' in his heart
some same feelin' with i do feel..

if you know..please tell me where i can find a true love
a love which will never die, foreva and eva...
i ll dedicate it special to a man who can make me feel comfort anytime...

if you know..please tell me where i can get a heart reader
a things that can read heart of a man that i like..
i ll read his heart then come closer if he do love me and go away if there someone else inside..

if you know..please tell me where is my soulmate now
somebody who have waiting for me so long..
i ll find him wherever....

-Lenyap-

bangsat!
kukira cinta
ternyata rasa entah apa
..
ambiguitas yang menjerat...
.....
setelah ini..
aku akan hilang..
lenyap..
tanpa jejak
.....