...sunyi...

hanya ada sunyi...dan desau angin yang berbisik... di keremangan senja yang hampir berlalu...

...kenangan...

kenangan itu..

datang dari jauhnya jauh

menembus waktu..

berlabuh tepat di ruang sunyi hatiku..

kadang berdiam lama

tak jarang juga hanya diam sebentar

lalu hilang

tanpa bekas..

meninggakan lengang

dan rindu.....

..in a beatiful silence...

when everything goes wrong..
a thousand pain playing in your heart..
let the silence come and touch your heart
let all the feeling go....
release all..until nothing left inside your heart
then slowly you might be feel lonely
then you cry...cry...cry...
cry alone in the fu**ing lonely midnight..
several minutes forward...
remember your God..
the only one who will never leave you alone
the only one who will never let you cry..
the only one always love you..
the only one who always keep you safe..
...
then the peace will come to touch your heart
in a beautiful silence....

..if you know...

if you know..please tell me where i can buy a cup of 'chemistry'
i ll throw it to the man i like, so he can feel somethin' in his heart
some same feelin' with i do feel..

if you know..please tell me where i can find a true love
a love which will never die, foreva and eva...
i ll dedicate it special to a man who can make me feel comfort anytime...

if you know..please tell me where i can get a heart reader
a things that can read heart of a man that i like..
i ll read his heart then come closer if he do love me and go away if there someone else inside..

if you know..please tell me where is my soulmate now
somebody who have waiting for me so long..
i ll find him wherever....

-Lenyap-

bangsat!
kukira cinta
ternyata rasa entah apa
..
ambiguitas yang menjerat...
.....
setelah ini..
aku akan hilang..
lenyap..
tanpa jejak
.....

My Complex Physics Formula

My Complex Physics Formula

..every word you made make a question
..everything you do is unpredictable..
..you throw me to the mouth of confusion..
...
dunno what i feel
dunno what i wish
stupid me!!!

-five minutes after midnight-

when i suddenly realize that i left behind, i suddenly stop walking - look at around and my soul start to whispered ..why are you left so far behind? where have you been? what you have done?

then other side screaming..." the journey is not easy as they done. dont you know that there are so many challenge on her journey?"

and the whispered now screaming " and do you think that they dont have any challenge on their journey?"
...fighting on my mind happened.....

..........

i finally start to realize that everybody have their own way, their own sadness, their own happiness,

and i just need to thankful for all that i have, all that i feel. then do my best with whole-hearted on every way i step.....on everything i do....

God will give me the best on the best time.

......

in my place
12.02.08
five minutes after midnight

X & Y

to my complex physics formula....


Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I dive in at the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can
I know something is broken
And I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way I can

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

You and me are floating on a tidal wave
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space
And singing

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

You and me are floating on a tidal wave
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space
You and me are floating on a tidal wave
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space
And singing

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

ngetest

cuman ngetes doang...