-five minutes after midnight-

when i suddenly realize that i left behind, i suddenly stop walking - look at around and my soul start to whispered ..why are you left so far behind? where have you been? what you have done?

then other side screaming..." the journey is not easy as they done. dont you know that there are so many challenge on her journey?"

and the whispered now screaming " and do you think that they dont have any challenge on their journey?"
...fighting on my mind happened.....

..........

i finally start to realize that everybody have their own way, their own sadness, their own happiness,

and i just need to thankful for all that i have, all that i feel. then do my best with whole-hearted on every way i step.....on everything i do....

God will give me the best on the best time.

......

in my place
12.02.08
five minutes after midnight